i give up

many years have passed
many problems i cast
thought this is just part of growing up
so i don't have to give up

i entered a new chapter in life
where hearts are as delicate as a knife
hearts immediately wounded
hearts not easily mended

in this stage i felt curiousity
expecting whether love is a fantasy or a reality
i never anticipated
that things happen so unexpected

i play a game
thought it would be just the same
but i was struck
oh,my! would this be my luck?

i played with his feelings
and i enjoyed these things
for i knew he was sincere to me
and in his face i can see

in the middle of this play
i realized something i should say
"this is no more the same way
and i think i couldn't stay"

if love is true
why couldn't i get through?
i should let him go
for i have hurt him so

i could stand it no more
as he knock on my door
seeing innocence in his eye
the more i should say goodbye

but how could i set him free
if i myself is guilty
real love is what i already feel
what about the scar that needs to heal?

i know i should end this
expecting things i would miss
some things may end and drop
for it's time to give this up...