dreadful

i wanna wake up no more

if you're not to see me.

i wanna stand up no more

if you're not to guide me.

i wait for you so patiently,

but you don't have a heart of trust.

i love you so truthfully,

but you ignored me like dust.

the sun has not risen,

colors fade away

countless tears have fallen,

loving in vain day by day.

i don't wanna cry any longer

yet i've been so weak.

can't be any stronger

your presence is what i seek.

by no seasons,

they call me crazy or sane.

of all the reasons,

for love is one to blame.

my days have been nights.

i'm as worse as dead

leaving me means no light,

might as well kill me instead.