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| my one and only Jem Brix Bacalso how will i ever forget your birthday? no no, not even far away 'tis the indication that we've been together with our relation 'tis the day i'll always remember the first time we kissed each other. 'tis just say good or bad we shall stay if only i can even just this day may i be with my man i want to hug and kiss you and sing "happy birthday to you" but i hope you are still happy that even if i cant, we be merry i also want you to know that you are the best the Lord has bestow you may fear and feel intimidate but believe me you are the most fortunate you are wonderful happening to me in my ♥ forever you'll be i love you the way you are together we'll grow no matter how far created last March 23 2012 |
Saturday, March 31, 2012
Friday, March 30, 2012
brix @ 19
my dada's 19th birthday.
and im not present again... :(
so sad.
but im still happy that the Lord has given him another year to cherish...another year to get a little step closer to his dream.
i wish all his dreams will come true, whether i am included or not... i wish him to be successful in life, in any aspect it may be, may he be satisfied and happy always at heart...
i will be looking forward for more birthdays to come... with or without me in his side, i know he will always be in my heart... for soon, i will be spending the remaining birthdays with him--TOGETHER.
i love him so much, and i pray good health always and guidance from the Lord.
Friday, March 23, 2012
Who Was I?
i was that small girl,
with big voice, tactless mouth;
with long think straight-trimmed hair;
in neat pink school uniform.
i was that famous girl.
who won art contests-local, national, international;
who belongs to active school clubs,
recognizable, and head turner.
i was that bring-home-the-bacon girl
joined press conferences/ journalism;
joined choir as well
somehow never turned anybody down.
i was "multi" girl,
majors in visual arts;
minors in ballet, piano, theater arts, creative writing, and media arts.
schedules were hectic.
i was a leader girl.
i lead the arts group;
i lead the class section;
i lead the student council.
i was the girl,
who gets all the attention;
who receives appreciation;
who gives enough determination.
i was the girl,
who does not tolerate imperfect outcome;
who does not make untidy works/projects;
who does not consider failure to stop.
i was the girl,
who organizes and plans things accordingly;
who is impatient when gets rough,
who wants to go and get things my way.
i was the girl,
who never believed of discouraging myself;
who prefers that things are better off on my own
because i know i can.
i was the girl,
who believed in myself of all other people.
who contradicts on what i disagree
who fights for what i think is right.
i was the girl, who i think,
is righteous and fair;
is capable and less mistakable,
who i think, has changed...
Thursday, March 22, 2012
our yard
woooi feeling photographer man ko,.. mao nah...
but really,
i lover the blooming of the flowers now that it's officially Spring time!
and i found a lot of pretty plants around our house... although i really dont know what those plants are called....
good bye
good bye to my old long hair...
hello to my new short straight hair... meaning, back to what i used to.. when i was still elementary.. :))
Wednesday, March 21, 2012
Tuesday, March 20, 2012
st. Patrick's day 2012
at jackson downtown road...
under the hot sun!
and mexican restaurant after XD
go green!
month-long preparation
before this week has arrived,
been doing something lately.
preparing for much,
i dont know would turn out nicely.
thirty days before this week,
been planning and asking how.
buying things needed,
making more til now.
i do not know if the first one
will arrive just so successfully.
anyhow, i have alternatives,
that's what i call plan B.
weeks before, everything was fine,
everything was happy and inspiring.
praying days would run so fast,
coz day by day feels so exciting.
but everyday is a risk.
i do not know how next day would turn out.
im afraid to fail,
im worried and i doubt.
within 24 hours of a day,
anything can happen.
just 2 hours of it can change anything.
might ruin what it should've been.
there is nothing i plead,
oh Lord, please hear me say,
ive done nothing wrong
just wanted to make my efforts of pay.
everything i do isn't for bad.
i just want to make someone happy
on his day,
one i love and i miss so badly.
been doing something lately.
preparing for much,
i dont know would turn out nicely.
thirty days before this week,
been planning and asking how.
buying things needed,
making more til now.
i do not know if the first one
will arrive just so successfully.
anyhow, i have alternatives,
that's what i call plan B.
weeks before, everything was fine,
everything was happy and inspiring.
praying days would run so fast,
coz day by day feels so exciting.
but everyday is a risk.
i do not know how next day would turn out.
im afraid to fail,
im worried and i doubt.
within 24 hours of a day,
anything can happen.
just 2 hours of it can change anything.
might ruin what it should've been.
there is nothing i plead,
oh Lord, please hear me say,
ive done nothing wrong
just wanted to make my efforts of pay.
everything i do isn't for bad.
i just want to make someone happy
on his day,
one i love and i miss so badly.
Sunday, March 18, 2012
Because I Love You
why does time stops
when you're with me?
why is the day incomplete
when you're not around to see?
why do weekends
seem like summer
when we stay indoors
not being together?
why is Canduman and Tejero
seem like a hundred mile or two?
even 3rd floor and 4th floor
are so far too?
why do text messages from
classmates and friends worthless,
but a single text
from me is more the less?
why is it you don't care
wherever i may bring you?
why is it you don't see girls so attractive
when i'm your view?
why does a single kiss
make you smile?
why does a hug
seems to last like a while?
and why am i writing
so many question?
because i want you to be
happy in our monthsary :)
i forgot what monthsary i wrote this, but i think this was September....
i thought i lost this poem.. :)
Saturday, March 17, 2012
Saturday, March 10, 2012
The Unknown Occasion
knock, knock, knock
"it's still 7 am though, i wonder if they're already up," Yuri whispered to herself. Then the door slowly opened and Adam's mother greeted them, "good morning!"
"good morning," Yuri's mother greeted and they both entered the house.
"you're too early for the occasion," Adam's mother started.
"yeah, guess it's better early than late..." Yuri's mother replied, and they sat on the couch. then they started their conversation as would always happen. laughing, and talking about some issues around..
"tita, is Adam already up?" Yuri interrupted after a few minutes.
"i don't think so dear.. why don't you peek over your boyfriend there in his room."
Yuri walked slowly to Adam's bedroom.
knock, knock, knock
"Adam?"
"come in, that's open," he answered through the door.
"good morning dada..." he hugged me good morning. "why aren't you ready yet?"
"still early mamu, don't worry, i won't take long to change. but why are you here so early? and you aren't dressed yet," he said.
"well, i decided that we come here earlier and i'll just change here," Yuri showed her bag where her dress was neatly placed. she pulled it up saying, "what do you think?"
smiling, he said, "the dress is nice...hmmmm.."
"nice? that's all?"
"hmmm... but you'll look gorgeous when you wear it mamu..." Yuri smiled and suddenly Adam grabbed her from the waist and hugged her, "you will always look stunning for me mi'lady," and kissed her on the forehead.
"hmmphf! i think i smell something that stinks!" they both laughed.
"i think i gotta go to the shower."
"you really have to," Yuri was laughing when he grabbed the towel from the hanger, "make it fast, okay."
Yuri started placing out her make up and other accessories she'd wear in the occasion and placed on the table near the bed of Adam. She sat in front of the mirror and grabbed the brush and shoved her long sleek black hair at the back, tied a cute white ribbon on the right side of her hair and let down the remaining. slowly, worked on applying some loose foundation on her radiant face and picked some neutral colors from her palette to her eyes, brows, and cheeks, then lastly, tinted her lips with natural pink lipstick.
"you look beautiful Yuri" she told herself.
Adam, fresh from the shower, only wearing towel wrapped around his lower body, tiptoed going into his room and to Yuri's surprise, he hugged her from the back.
"what is that! you scared me!" Yuri exclaimed while Adam was still hugging her from behind.
"just nothing. so you can smell me fresh now," Adam laughed. he kissed Yuri in her right cheek and they both looked at the mirror facing them...
Yuri reached Adam's cheeks and pinched it hard as she could, "you are making me wet!"
"oooooouch! i'm soooooooorry," he released her and he moved to her left (to where she was seated) and positioned himself half-kneeling-half-squatting as she faced him also. "your make-up doesn't matter to me mamu, you are already pretty enough," and he placed his lips on to hers and they kissed.
that feeling when the whole world just stops when you are kissing the one you really love and you don't care what's going on around you... as every tick of the clock faded and you don't hear any noise...
Yuri suddenly pushed Adam towards the bed so hard and said, "you're gonna pay me for ruining my hair and make up! i will tickle you!" they both jumped onto the bed but when Yuri started on tickling Adam, he caught her and tickled her instead. they were all over the bed, bouncing and laughing so hard. she tried to push her with the pillows around still laughing until they both get tired.
"oh my, what time is it now?" they both looked at the wall clock which said 9:30am. they looked at each other like saying "uh oh!" the occasion starts at 10 am. they went silent and heard their moms laughing so hard form the living room like there's no tomorrow.
"we still have time," he said.
Yuri combed her hair as neat as she could.
"what would i wear from these long sleeves?" Adam asked.
Yuri picked up her choice, and chose a tie that matched with it, "my girlfriend is really awesome!" as he agreed on her choice of color. he put on his pants and shirt, while she cleaned her things and placed them back on her purse.
she noticed that he was having a hard time "again" with his tie. "let me do it dada.." he smiled as she neatly folded and wrapped around his tie on his collar. "okay, i think that's it."
"thanks mamu."
"okay, lets hurry now, we still have to travel."
Adam was still looking for his shoes. "and yes, i have a handsome clumsy little boyfriend here... go grab any of those black ones! just carry them, wear it in the car. hurry up!"
and he carried his shoes wearing only his house slippers going to the car.
they arrived just in time..
the party has ran through smoothly. and afterwards, picture taking and all..
when it was time to go home, Yuri and Adam ran.. they were playing like cops-and-criminal-catching, took off their shoes and ran all over the streets like no one cared, like no one sees.
everything in the world does not matter to two individuals who are truthfully in love with each other. but that occasion lies unknown for some reason... an occasion nobody would even bother knowing just because anything else just goes but not your love for someone.
"it's still 7 am though, i wonder if they're already up," Yuri whispered to herself. Then the door slowly opened and Adam's mother greeted them, "good morning!"
"good morning," Yuri's mother greeted and they both entered the house.
"you're too early for the occasion," Adam's mother started.
"yeah, guess it's better early than late..." Yuri's mother replied, and they sat on the couch. then they started their conversation as would always happen. laughing, and talking about some issues around..
"tita, is Adam already up?" Yuri interrupted after a few minutes.
"i don't think so dear.. why don't you peek over your boyfriend there in his room."
Yuri walked slowly to Adam's bedroom.
knock, knock, knock
"Adam?"
"come in, that's open," he answered through the door.
"good morning dada..." he hugged me good morning. "why aren't you ready yet?"
"still early mamu, don't worry, i won't take long to change. but why are you here so early? and you aren't dressed yet," he said.
"well, i decided that we come here earlier and i'll just change here," Yuri showed her bag where her dress was neatly placed. she pulled it up saying, "what do you think?"
smiling, he said, "the dress is nice...hmmmm.."
"nice? that's all?"
"hmmm... but you'll look gorgeous when you wear it mamu..." Yuri smiled and suddenly Adam grabbed her from the waist and hugged her, "you will always look stunning for me mi'lady," and kissed her on the forehead.
"hmmphf! i think i smell something that stinks!" they both laughed.
"i think i gotta go to the shower."
"you really have to," Yuri was laughing when he grabbed the towel from the hanger, "make it fast, okay."
Yuri started placing out her make up and other accessories she'd wear in the occasion and placed on the table near the bed of Adam. She sat in front of the mirror and grabbed the brush and shoved her long sleek black hair at the back, tied a cute white ribbon on the right side of her hair and let down the remaining. slowly, worked on applying some loose foundation on her radiant face and picked some neutral colors from her palette to her eyes, brows, and cheeks, then lastly, tinted her lips with natural pink lipstick.
"you look beautiful Yuri" she told herself.
Adam, fresh from the shower, only wearing towel wrapped around his lower body, tiptoed going into his room and to Yuri's surprise, he hugged her from the back.
"what is that! you scared me!" Yuri exclaimed while Adam was still hugging her from behind.
"just nothing. so you can smell me fresh now," Adam laughed. he kissed Yuri in her right cheek and they both looked at the mirror facing them...
Yuri reached Adam's cheeks and pinched it hard as she could, "you are making me wet!"
"oooooouch! i'm soooooooorry," he released her and he moved to her left (to where she was seated) and positioned himself half-kneeling-half-squatting as she faced him also. "your make-up doesn't matter to me mamu, you are already pretty enough," and he placed his lips on to hers and they kissed.
that feeling when the whole world just stops when you are kissing the one you really love and you don't care what's going on around you... as every tick of the clock faded and you don't hear any noise...
Yuri suddenly pushed Adam towards the bed so hard and said, "you're gonna pay me for ruining my hair and make up! i will tickle you!" they both jumped onto the bed but when Yuri started on tickling Adam, he caught her and tickled her instead. they were all over the bed, bouncing and laughing so hard. she tried to push her with the pillows around still laughing until they both get tired.
"oh my, what time is it now?" they both looked at the wall clock which said 9:30am. they looked at each other like saying "uh oh!" the occasion starts at 10 am. they went silent and heard their moms laughing so hard form the living room like there's no tomorrow.
"we still have time," he said.
Yuri combed her hair as neat as she could.
"what would i wear from these long sleeves?" Adam asked.
Yuri picked up her choice, and chose a tie that matched with it, "my girlfriend is really awesome!" as he agreed on her choice of color. he put on his pants and shirt, while she cleaned her things and placed them back on her purse.
she noticed that he was having a hard time "again" with his tie. "let me do it dada.." he smiled as she neatly folded and wrapped around his tie on his collar. "okay, i think that's it."
"thanks mamu."
"okay, lets hurry now, we still have to travel."
Adam was still looking for his shoes. "and yes, i have a handsome clumsy little boyfriend here... go grab any of those black ones! just carry them, wear it in the car. hurry up!"
and he carried his shoes wearing only his house slippers going to the car.
they arrived just in time..
the party has ran through smoothly. and afterwards, picture taking and all..
when it was time to go home, Yuri and Adam ran.. they were playing like cops-and-criminal-catching, took off their shoes and ran all over the streets like no one cared, like no one sees.
everything in the world does not matter to two individuals who are truthfully in love with each other. but that occasion lies unknown for some reason... an occasion nobody would even bother knowing just because anything else just goes but not your love for someone.
Thursday, March 8, 2012
leahr roze - Google+
https://plus.google.com/107121825758956823349/posts
just another something that i went compulsory... i dont know.. i just end up signing up this one..
pretty useful though..
just another something that i went compulsory... i dont know.. i just end up signing up this one..
pretty useful though..
Leahr Roze- my tumblr account
http://leahrtist.tumblr.com/
uuugggh,, a friend of mine just let me into this :))
explore another world of my planet :))
uuugggh,, a friend of mine just let me into this :))
explore another world of my planet :))
Tuesday, March 6, 2012
Friday, March 2, 2012
strolling out
march 1 2012 @ byram and rennaissance with my mama, tita catherine, tita myrna, leslie, baby ryleigh and also lola..
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