Who Was I?

i was that small girl,

with big voice, tactless mouth;

with long think straight-trimmed hair;

in neat pink school uniform.




i was that famous girl.

who won art contests-local, national, international;

who belongs to active school clubs,

recognizable, and head turner.




i was that bring-home-the-bacon girl

joined press conferences/ journalism;

joined choir as well

somehow never turned anybody down.




i was "multi" girl,

majors in visual arts;

minors in ballet, piano, theater arts, creative writing, and media arts.

schedules were hectic.




i was a leader girl.

i lead the arts group;

i lead the class section;

i lead the student council.




i was the girl,

who gets all the attention;

who receives appreciation;

who gives enough determination.




i was the girl,

who does not tolerate imperfect outcome;

who does not make untidy works/projects;

who does not consider failure to stop.




i was the girl,

who organizes and plans things accordingly;

who is impatient when gets rough,

who wants to go and get things my way.




i was the girl,

who never believed of discouraging myself;

who prefers that things are better off on my own

because i know i can.




i was the girl,

who believed in myself of all other people.

who contradicts on what i disagree

who fights for what i think is right.




i was the girl, who i think,

is righteous and fair;

is capable and less mistakable,

who i think, has changed...