hate to admit it
but i changed!
even though some people forsake me,
even though people has forgotten about me.
together with my departure
was the arrival of my non existence to em.
i know i wasnt even better.
do not question my efforts.
i gave up some attitude,
i let go of naught
i learned...
somehow i chose to be right.
i never knew being right meant sorrow.
why do we strive to be happy
if we're just to pay it with tears?
sometimes i think,
dont want to be happy anymore,
coz i might not be able to carry on with grievance.
but i chose to be right.
i chose to be true.
i chose to have faith and trust.
i chose to hold on.
coz i know what i want.
coz i know where to go
and who to go with.
thats why i am trying.
im trying to be everything he'll ever dream of.
im trying to fill in his spaces
even though it meant changing, risking or even loathing...
im trying to surpass
im trying only just for him,
free verse poem. copyright
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