Sunday, June 2, 2013
Friday, February 22, 2013
1 year and 1 month :)
True Love is forever, a love that never ends
as two hearts grow together as lovers.
My love for you keeps growing,
with everyday we share.
with every time i need you and find what you there
with every time you love me
with each drean you fulfill,
My love for you keeps growing and i know it always will :)
Happy 1.4433² years! :D
Friday, January 18, 2013
Times of crisis
At times like this, whzt do I do?
Let me telk you how I feel first
¤ worried sick. You just can't avoid it if you love someone and most esp when that someone is far from you.
¤ exhausted. Just tired of sayin the same things, or proving something to someone who aint just so open to understand my point of view.
¤ backfired. I think me being to concerned and too careful of him just backfired me. I was afraid of him getting hurt. Nobody would ever want that to happen to the person you love most! Now, its makin him feel bad, he thinks that I was so concerned because he wasn't doing good. But its not what it was. Its so wrong.
¤ insulted. Instead of being appreciated of my concern, it made it just look like I did the worst thing in my life.
¤ hurt. When I asked if how would he feel if i stop being concerned, he said, "nothing, just normal." It made me ask myself "what am I to you by the way? Did I not make any difference in your ltife? Am I just another ordinary person?" Nothin more to explain, its so understandable.
¤ sorry. Sorry to myself and to him. I'd rather be dumb and not care too much, than be hurting him with it.
So I was about to cry, my nose itch and my eyes became watery. But I decided not to. And not think about it. Instead of whining, I think I'll just have to change some things in order to work this out. It might be my fault anyway.
This is just so sad. I feel so bad. I want to hug him so he could hear my heartbeat and that he'd understand my true intentions, and make him feel how much I care and love him. I feel sorry for myself im so helpless. I hope and pray that he realize...
Tuesday, January 1, 2013
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