tired of waiting

mesmerized by someone nearby,
hopeless at first and shy.
however,it was different
not long after,i knew
what he meant.

he vowed for me
and promised love so vast
oh,yes! i merry for
the courage at last!

i thought it would be the start
of the happy-ever-after-part
wishing that evening would extend
how much more if it wouldn't end?

the second chance
was yet given,
but where is the fortitude
again hidden?

i thought the vow was pure?
i thought the feelings were sure?

he never attempted to unveil
the love he said he had
now i doubt if eh was real
or gone mad.

i sobbed for i thought
he was just lying.
whenever someone asks
he kept denying.

in my mind,i kept asking,
"what is happening?"
with this unexplainable.
plus people keep on mutilating...

i finally come to realize
how foolish i am
to be in love with someone
oh! damn!

what's the use of all those things,
if he just let me wait
and keep on hoping?

hoping and waiting for nothing...

so sick of loving...

so tired of waiting...