life is worth living for...

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coz i believe in it! i am what i am! and i am what om made for...

i have here my poems, originally composed by me, and some poems of my classmates which i find important..

this site makes me feel at ease.. makes me express my feelings through a lot of ways and in different forms...

salamat sa iyo inay

english jazz chants~mcsfa

tired of waiting

mesmerized by someone nearby,
hopeless at first and shy.
however,it was different
not long after,i knew
what he meant.

he vowed for me
and promised love so vast
oh,yes! i merry for
the courage at last!

i thought it would be the start
of the happy-ever-after-part
wishing that evening would extend
how much more if it wouldn't end?

the second chance
was yet given,
but where is the fortitude
again hidden?

i thought the vow was pure?
i thought the feelings were sure?

he never attempted to unveil
the love he said he had
now i doubt if eh was real
or gone mad.

i sobbed for i thought
he was just lying.
whenever someone asks
he kept denying.

in my mind,i kept asking,
"what is happening?"
with this unexplainable.
plus people keep on mutilating...

i finally come to realize
how foolish i am
to be in love with someone
oh! damn!

what's the use of all those things,
if he just let me wait
and keep on hoping?

hoping and waiting for nothing...

so sick of loving...

so tired of waiting...

tired of waiting

mesmerized by someone nearby,
hopeless at first and shy.
however,it was different
not long after,i knew
what he meant.

he vowed for me
and promised love so vast
oh,yes! i merry for
the courage at last!

i thought it would be the start
of the happy-ever-after-part
wishing that evening would extend
how much more if it wouldn't end?

the second chance
was yet given,
but where is the fortitude
again hidden?

i thought the vow was pure?
i thought the feelings were sure?

he never attempted to unveil
the love he said he had
now i doubt if eh was real
or gone mad.

i sobbed for i thought
he was just lying.
whenever someone asks
he kept denying.

in my mind,i kept asking,
"what is happening?"
with this unexplainable.
plus people keep on mutilating...

i finally come to realize
how foolish i am
to be in love with someone
oh! damn!

what's the use of all those things,
if he just let me wait
and keep on hoping?

hoping and waiting for nothing...

so sick of loving...

so tired of waiting...

when i met you

i never planned of
feeling any affection for you
i never planned of attracting
to someone the way i do

but the world turned upside down
when i met you
all things around me changed
like dawn to morning dew

happiness then filled
my whole entity
like a feeling of being uplift
and free from worry

all my days will be
happy and gay
if i see your face
before i start my stressful day

i will never forget
the day we met
while we watch the sea
as the sun set

and i want you to know
that i will never forget
the days and months
since the first time we met

when i met you

i never planned of
feeling any affection for you
i never planned of attracting
to someone the way i do

but the world turned upside down
when i met you
all things around me changed
like dawn to morning dew

happiness then filled
my whole entity
like a feeling of being uplift
and free from worry

all my days will be
happy and gay
if i see your face
before i start my stressful day

i will never forget
the day we met
while we watch the sea
as the sun set

and i want you to know
that i will never forget
the days and months
since the first time we met

sa aking kaibigang nawalay

matagal na nung tayo'y huling nagkita
inaasam kong ikaw ay makasama
ang iyong halakhak ay magandang mukha
kahit saan man ikaw ay nakikita

ilang mga taon na rin ang lumipas
mga ala-ala'y nag-iwan ng mga bakas
naalala ko pa nung ika'y umiyak
'sandaang kamag-aral ang humalakhak

talagang nakakatuwa mang isipin,
ngunit meron akong di maamin-amin
ako ngayo'y malungkot at nag-iisa
ako'y naghahanap ng iyong presensya.

mis ko na ang ating mga pagdadamayan,
kalungkutan at mga pag-aawayan.
lalong lalo na ang ating mga tawanan,
biruan,kantsawan, at pag-iingayan.

hindi ko tuloy lubos maisip
na ako ay para lamang nakaidlip
tila napaikli ng panahong iyon
na dagli lang natapos at itinapon

nais ko lamang iparating sa iyo
na ang tulang ito ay iaalay ko
sa taong matagal nang nawala sa 'kin
ngunit, ibublong na lang sa hangin..

sa aking kaibigang nawalay

matagal na nung tayo'y huling nagkita
inaasam kong ikaw ay makasama
ang iyong halakhak ay magandang mukha
kahit saan man ikaw ay nakikita

ilang mga taon na rin ang lumipas
mga ala-ala'y nag-iwan ng mga bakas
naalala ko pa nung ika'y umiyak
'sandaang kamag-aral ang humalakhak

talagang nakakatuwa mang isipin,
ngunit meron akong di maamin-amin
ako ngayo'y malungkot at nag-iisa
ako'y naghahanap ng iyong presensya.

mis ko na ang ating mga pagdadamayan,
kalungkutan at mga pag-aawayan.
lalong lalo na ang ating mga tawanan,
biruan,kantsawan, at pag-iingayan.

hindi ko tuloy lubos maisip
na ako ay para lamang nakaidlip
tila napaikli ng panahong iyon
na dagli lang natapos at itinapon

nais ko lamang iparating sa iyo
na ang tulang ito ay iaalay ko
sa taong matagal nang nawala sa 'kin
ngunit, ibublong na lang sa hangin..

until i get over you

woke up today thinking of you
another night that i made my way through
so many dreams still left in my mind
but they can never come true

i press rewind and remember when
i close my eyes and i'm with you again
but in the end i can still feel the pain
everytime i hear your name

the sun won't shine since you went away
seems like the rain's falling everyday
there's just one heart,where there once was two
but that's the way it's gotta be,
until i get over you...

walked through the park in the evening air
i heard a voice and i thought you were there
i run away but i just can't escape
memories of you everywhere.

they say that time will dry the tears
but true love burns for a thousand years
give my tomorrows for one yesterday
just to know that i could have you here.

when will this river of tears stop falling?
where can i run so i won't feel alone?
can't walk away when the pain keeps calling
i've just gotta take it from here on my own
but it's so hard to let go...

forbidden love

once i fell in love
with a girl from above
she fell from heaven to earth
i saw her twelve years from birth


i help her get up
i smiled with my thumbs up
i told her that it's okay
and she asked can she stay


since then we bacame friends
but i felt something different
i felt in love with her
but we wer noy meant together


when i was sixteen
chaos can be seen
we were kept away
but our love will stay


i went to oak tree
thinking she should be free
at suprise she came
smiling and calling my name


she only got 'til midnight
we were loosing the fight
i hug her very tight
i can't let to loose her sight


i told her "i love you"
she said "i love you too"
i desperately hug her
in her forehead i kiss her


with her tears slowly fade
all i can do is bade
we hugged and said good-bye
hoping again to say "hi"


we promised that we will find
and love each other
if love can wait
and eternity will wait

until i get over you

woke up today thinking of you
another night that i made my way through
so many dreams still left in my mind
but they can never come true

i press rewind and remember when
i close my eyes and i'm with you again
but in the end i can still feel the pain
everytime i hear your name

the sun won't shine since you went away
seems like the rain's falling everyday
there's just one heart,where there once was two
but that's the way it's gotta be,
until i get over you...

walked through the park in the evening air
i heard a voice and i thought you were there
i run away but i just can't escape
memories of you everywhere.

they say that time will dry the tears
but true love burns for a thousand years
give my tomorrows for one yesterday
just to know that i could have you here.

when will this river of tears stop falling?
where can i run so i won't feel alone?
can't walk away when the pain keeps calling
i've just gotta take it from here on my own
but it's so hard to let go...

end of me

beside the sea,the sun said good-bye

i waited for you 'til i've given a sign

i wondered a question of what you are gonna say

"will i be happy?, or the end of me?"

sure i knew merrier my heart will be

for tomorrow you'll be marrying me

excited i am to see the celebration

of two hearts joined in one strong relation.

my heart beats fast whenever i see you

oh! what shall you say..is it "i love you?"

but the sadness in your face cut my happiness

the beating of my heart was replaced with disgrace

then you came to me and bent your head

wrapped me in your arms, you missed me,i bet!

but again your eyes are telling me the other way

for your tears were flood falling while you say...

"im happy and glad to be with you,

but darling forgive me,forgive me i really do.

the love that we used to share was never been true

and the woman i wanna be with was never been you..."

my world stopped with tears falling from my eyes

my heart broke into pieces, your love's feel of disguise

and i'll never forget the place where i hardly cried

when you returned our wedding ring and kissed me

good-bye...

forbidden love

once i fell in love
with a girl from above
she fell from heaven to earth
i saw her twelve years from birth


i help her get up
i smiled with my thumbs up
i told her that it's okay
and she asked can she stay


since then we bacame friends
but i felt something different
i felt in love with her
but we wer noy meant together


when i was sixteen
chaos can be seen
we were kept away
but our love will stay


i went to oak tree
thinking she should be free
at suprise she came
smiling and calling my name


she only got 'til midnight
we were loosing the fight
i hug her very tight
i can't let to loose her sight


i told her "i love you"
she said "i love you too"
i desperately hug her
in her forehead i kiss her


with her tears slowly fade
all i can do is bade
we hugged and said good-bye
hoping again to say "hi"


we promised that we will find
and love each other
if love can wait
and eternity will wait

end of me

beside the sea,the sun said good-bye

i waited for you 'til i've given a sign

i wondered a question of what you are gonna say

"will i be happy?, or the end of me?"

sure i knew merrier my heart will be

for tomorrow you'll be marrying me

excited i am to see the celebration

of two hearts joined in one strong relation.

my heart beats fast whenever i see you

oh! what shall you say..is it "i love you?"

but the sadness in your face cut my happiness

the beating of my heart was replaced with disgrace

then you came to me and bent your head

wrapped me in your arms, you missed me,i bet!

but again your eyes are telling me the other way

for your tears were flood falling while you say...

"im happy and glad to be with you,

but darling forgive me,forgive me i really do.

the love that we used to share was never been true

and the woman i wanna be with was never been you..."

my world stopped with tears falling from my eyes

my heart broke into pieces, your love's feel of disguise

and i'll never forget the place where i hardly cried

when you returned our wedding ring and kissed me

good-bye...

tiresome lying

questions in my mind kept asking,

"what is happening?"

an unexplainable feeling,

an answer i kept on searching

my heart and soul sinking

and the time is fastly running

i look around colors fading

teardrops started falling...

would someone cease the longing

and stop me from breaking?

or would this be the ending

of the tiresome lying..?

tiresome lying

questions in my mind kept asking,

"what is happening?"

an unexplainable feeling,

an answer i kept on searching

my heart and soul sinking

and the time is fastly running

i look around colors fading

teardrops started falling...

would someone cease the longing

and stop me from breaking?

or would this be the ending

of the tiresome lying..?